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supertinksAm now feeling very nervous regarding the excitement that is tomorrow..
the funeral itself I can anticipate with what i imagine to be quite good accuracy... I'm going to cry an awful lot, feel very detatched from my family, and cling to Beav for comfort.
its the afterwards bit I'm really nervous about. Its the first time i'll be seeing any of my family parents included since beav and I got engaged, and for everyone bar mum, dad and granny, the first time they've actually met beav. I'm all clean and have clothes all decided on, my ring is sparkling and ready for inspection... but I'm still a bit apprehensive.
beav has promised good behaviour and I know he's going to do just fine.. but i cant help worrying what everyone is going to think. are they going to think i've chosen to marry a complete weirdo? i know they're going to barrage him with questions about LARP etc... I'm still undecided about whether or not to tell them all just how much my engagement ring cost....
I appear to be rather drunk... this may be a good thing i'm not sure. i must have drunk at least a bottle of very good wine so far, since i started drinking way before beaver came home, and its lovely australian Wolf Blass (my favourite wine).started with the purple label shiraz grenache, now on the yellow label cabernet savignon. i have to confess that although the shiraz grenache may well be my favourite grape combination (both in the wolf blass and the rosemount estate), the yellow label wolf blass contains wonderfully happy memories of getting drunk at christmas with one of beaver's friends from school.
but i ramble to much, and soon I will suffer from caro's wrath at not using lj cuts when i should...
the funeral itself I can anticipate with what i imagine to be quite good accuracy... I'm going to cry an awful lot, feel very detatched from my family, and cling to Beav for comfort.
its the afterwards bit I'm really nervous about. Its the first time i'll be seeing any of my family parents included since beav and I got engaged, and for everyone bar mum, dad and granny, the first time they've actually met beav. I'm all clean and have clothes all decided on, my ring is sparkling and ready for inspection... but I'm still a bit apprehensive.
beav has promised good behaviour and I know he's going to do just fine.. but i cant help worrying what everyone is going to think. are they going to think i've chosen to marry a complete weirdo? i know they're going to barrage him with questions about LARP etc... I'm still undecided about whether or not to tell them all just how much my engagement ring cost....
I appear to be rather drunk... this may be a good thing i'm not sure. i must have drunk at least a bottle of very good wine so far, since i started drinking way before beaver came home, and its lovely australian Wolf Blass (my favourite wine).started with the purple label shiraz grenache, now on the yellow label cabernet savignon. i have to confess that although the shiraz grenache may well be my favourite grape combination (both in the wolf blass and the rosemount estate), the yellow label wolf blass contains wonderfully happy memories of getting drunk at christmas with one of beaver's friends from school.
but i ramble to much, and soon I will suffer from caro's wrath at not using lj cuts when i should...
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Date: 2004-12-15 04:55 pm (UTC)Funerals are never easy, but you've got the Beav-meister there to help you through it. And remember. To a certain extent, it doesn't matter a steaming pile of doggy-doo what your family think of him. We all know and love him and can see how happy you are with him. And anyway - the anticipation is always worse than the actuality!
*briefly wonders how anybody couldn't NOT like Beaver...*
I'll be thinking of you. Consider yourself virtually huggled.
((Huggle))
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Date: 2004-12-16 12:22 am (UTC)You have! He's just a nice weirdo :-)
Seriously, everything'll be fine, put him into a shirt and tie (or a suit) and dont let him eat too much sugar before you get there and everything will be fine.
Maco
xxxx
PS: Hugs to you both from me and K..
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Date: 2004-12-16 12:11 pm (UTC)